Thursday, October 20, 2011
Do you ever feel like you just don't fit in??? I try my hardest not to let things bother me, but there are times I just feel like an outsider in my life. I try to please people and make everyone happy. I like to be included in things but sometimes I'm not. I know I do not need to look for approval from others but I do. I look for my parents approval but struggle at times to feel I fit in my own family. I look for my friends approval, my co-workers, people I go to church with, and the list goes on and on. I feel the enemy trying to defeat me all the time because I can never live up to my own expectations of who I should be. I know I will not at times be asked to be a part of certain things even though sometimes it hurts. I have got to realize that the only one I need to strive to please is God. I know I may struggle with this but I am going to let Him feel me with peace and pray the enemy away so I do not doubt myself because I know I do fit in with God. He loves me more than anyone else.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
A few weeks ago, E and I went to a local theatre with my sis-in-law and 2 of her daughters to see the Wizard of Oz.